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Friday, November 14, 2008

New me! But still boncet!

Well.. i have alot to say!! hahax! SOOO LONG NVR UPDATE! kk2.. lets start with wats been going on with my life..

Taking life slowly and following the ways of rastafarian but without the weed!

Grounded with pocket money cut to $5 per day!!

Intensive gym right now. Nothing can relax me when i'm stressed up except for pumping irons or relaxing to music.

School sux!!! Been "cabuting" classes. No mood, no inspiration.

Well, the most important and best thing that have happened to me.. Siti Aishah Bte Azman = Love! This is the 1st time that a love i have for someone is much much much greater than the love i have had for u noe i noe. For those who know me.. i know you all wont believe me. Yeh.. 2 years of waiting for u noe i noe.. 2 years of love for u noe i noe.. Imagine the greatness of love i have for Aishah.. much greater than the love i have had ones for u noe i noe.

However!!! Everything wonderful comes with a price, and these came with a huge responsibility, problem and heartbreaking. And i swear!! ITS WORTH IT!! For those who knows me well... Loved ones comes before me...

Planned to go school right after sending Aishah to school. However, decided to spend the whole day at NYP with her. She pon her 1st lesson just to accompany me. HOW SWEET! During her break, she went off to eat with her frens while i met Razi, one of my kampung bros, and spent time with him. Then i decided to wait for both of them to finish their next class so that i can go home together with both of them. Spent 3 hours alone at the library with no internet access to the school!! Played game and mixed music in the library using Razi earpiece as my headphone is spoiled! Then after that i tried to pursuit her to follow me and chill with my kampung bros. But she don't want as she's too tired and wanna sleep and also study at night. In the end, she went to Tampines with her fren to buy some books cus her mama asked her too. Sori dear if u thought i didnt believe u!! But i do!!

After sending her.. played abit of soccer with bros. Then lepak awhile and i did some self soccer training. After that, went to Hilmi's home to chill for awhile.

Imagine.. $5 to spend for the whole day.. and i used it up to topup my ezlink to take mrt with her. Starved the whole day with no food nor drink.. Sori for lying that i've eaten alreadi... but hell yeah its worth it!

WHY IS SHE DAOING ME??? Nvr reply my msg or msn!! Plz tell me there's a good reason for this.. Till now i haven eaten anything.. no mood....

Tmrw going gym with Hilmi. Relief my stress and anger out!

Love is great. Though he busted you several times.. yet u still luv him.. As long as u r happi, im happi. But if he ever busted you again the next time, I'll get myself involved. U FUCKING WOMANIZER!! FUCK U MATREP! Wanna find fault with her in front of all of us at Mac jz because we smile at her? We know her and she knows us! So is it rong to give and receive a frenly smile? I saw u stared at me as if wanna find fault with me when i was looking to confirm that that's her. U r lucky she still luv u! Have to beg on ur knees huh to ask for another chance from her cus u busted her again huh? Busted her cus of 3 other girls?? WTF! I've nvr beaten anyone up in my life cus im a peace and loving person (mcm paham! bt its true!). U wan the honour to be the 1st person? But whatever it is, i wont beat u up. Cus i promise her tat. And also cus i dun wan to be blamed by her family. And its aint worth a shit to beat a loser up. I'll be a loser if i beat a loser up.

Yeh.. i've mentioned tis alot of times alreadi.. As long as my loved ones are happi, i'll be happi for them. Its worth it to see the smile on their faces. And seeing you smile makes me happi my dear.

Love, is like peeing in your pants. You don't know that its there till u feel
the warmness of it.

With love..

Han.....

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