Dam 2 days nvr blog. 2 days eh? I tink so..

Well... today sch start for me. Rp mah! Went to sch like normal. Didnt see lots of people like i usually see every morning. Maybe tey all lazy to go sch. Well, brought all my stuffs for soccer ltr at safra. TAMPINES SAFRA SAE!!! Played with Team Alang, consist of all my street soccer buddies. My 1st match for the team. They named the team Team Alang as Alang is an old man who always play street soccer with us n he's full of jokes and crap. Ros the captain. Well, sat in for the 1st half. 2nd half i went in as a sub for Aji n played left back. Dam i was struggling all the way. The team really played good football. N wat i meant by gd football means great football with good skills and high tempo. I wasnt used to play right back as usually i would play as a keeper and striker for Green Goobers and last man for my sis's boy's Tanjong sec band team. And though im right legged, i prefer playing on the left. This was my 1st time playing right back. And i wasnt used to play fast tempo ball. Sumore, the opposing team was like fast. They were fast at attacking and have fast runners. Sumore, my stamina really decreased since sec sch days.

We lost 6-3 cus of me. 2 of the goals was my fault. There's 2 man around me. One in front and the other on the left behind me. I did not know which one to mark. Hence, both goals were scored with the same style. I really felt guilty. I wanted to sub out but tey kept me playing, encouraging me. Its been so long since i felt my lungs abt to burst and my legs felt with so much energy tat tey were abt to gave way. And it felt good! Everytime they attacked, i would just run though i noe i could not take it. I jz pushed myself. Thats how it should be. Testing ur limits and trying to go beyond ur limits. Bt well, i still sux!

Oh oh.. did i mention tat i got a yellow card? on my 1st debut sumore? n jz like 5 mins after i entered the field. HAHAX! IT FELT GREAT! The referee, a nigerian! yes.. a nigerian with a deep voice. I was chasing after the guy with the ball n i jz pulled him frm behind n slide in n locking his legs frm the side. I got up, giving the innocent face to the referee, however, he had alreadi run towards me and took out the yellow card n pointed it right in my face. I jz walk away. No1 slide tru out the game except for me. I slide twice, the 1st which end up with a yellow card, the 2nd i slide for the ball, frm behind again, n luckily i aimed for the ball n Afiq Rovers got the ball and brought it forward again. Now my left thigh n my left arms got scratch marks due to the sliding at the artificial turf.

It was really nice playing with Team Alang as i really got to experience a different mentality team, with a different approach. N tis Sunday i've got another match, against my bro's new team. I really feel bad as bros against bros.. after mths of playing with them. Green Groobers against bros team. I dunno if i wan to turn up or not.

Now, i wan to improve on my stamina, marking n tackling n mentality n also ball possession.

Alrite.. tmrw GOT TEST SAK!! Now last minute mugging. HAHAX! N tmrw play soccer again.

I miss the time when i was comfortable using both legs, when my free kick is accurate n curling rabak.. where i was like one of the fastest in my class, bt tat was durin my sec sch days. Now, i have to start from scratch again.

Now, my mentality is Soccer, Study n Gym! S.S.G! bt gym also nw no time. Girls.. well.. after o's (: I meant girl... (: M.S.M.S.... waiting till nw... (:

Tats all i want to write...

Loves always...

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"Life is like a soccer ball. It keeps spinning or rolling till friction stop it. However, we can also stop it ourselves by chasing after it n applying force it it. Hence, we can do watever we want provided we believe in ourselves and work for it" by Han (16/6/08)